I am feeling better now that im not crying . Christmas is coming soon, and im pretty excited becuase christmas is the best time of the whole entire year. i love decorating the christmas tree, but ya i got a while to go for that. so ya this weekend i am going to meet the rest of Wayne's family.....AHHHH! im scared but ya its Floyd Grinders funeral on saturday. He was Waynes Uncle but hes taking it pretty well. o and incase you dont go to skool with me then i got my nose peirced. my gramma is gunna flip, too. but it looks pretty good though. I told Elizabeth and Dave and i thought they wernt going to like it but they were totally okay with it. so it has been approved by my other family. Today i am just gunna take it easy.. go home and watch a movie, hopefully with wayne. and i want Buddy to stay in town, too. If theres anything i need, its the comfort of my freinds. I am very lucky to have the people in my life that i do. i wouldnt trade them for nothin. and i dont hink im going to any parties this weekend... you all know that i cant drink anyway... but im just gunna go to Dereks tommorow and watch some movies and take it slow. Then on sunday i am going to wayne's uncle's funeral with him and the family. i talked to my sister (younger) yesterday and she is doing good too. she 's an A student and im so proud of her! Luv y'all ;D