Okay everyone today is a sad, sad day. My freind Melissia from Abbotsford is dead. And that isnt the worst thing.... she commmited suicide.....Over a year ago. and the thing that pisses me off is that nobody bothered to call me and tell me when her funeral was. That is the lowest thing that they could do because she was my pretty much my best friend. I've known her since i was six, and she was like a sister to me. she was also a family friend. both my mother and my grandmother knew her. I loved her with all my heart. (not in the lesbian way obviously)

FOR MEL:

I can still remember bike riding and swimming at the pool and this all just seems like a really bad dream. You were always there for me even after i moved. We had alot of great times together, too many to count. I remember when we told that cute boy that we 17 when we were only 12 just so he would hang out with us that one day. i am not sure if he believed us though. I know that i wasnt there at your funeral and i will always wonder why you did this to yourself! Why would you take the joy you give people out of the world? well i guess i will never know but i Love you and i miss you sooo much and i cant stop crying. If i could have any wish i just wish i had came to visit you before you died to talk you out of it. You were not alone, but now i feel so alone in the world. i guess its true.. you never really miss something until its gone. I love you dear and i will always remember you. Love, Guitanna

Thank you for the support that people have been giving me. i am especially grateful for Wayne, and my best freind, Buddy. They have alwys been there for me when i am being a crybaby, but htey know this is different. Thank you Natasha flemming for telling me about Mel, even though it wasnt what i wanted to hear when i asked how my friend was doing.