THE SANDRANATOR

This is all about Sandra. Sandra is delightful young lady who never fails to make you laugh. Even just the slight noise of her gagging on an invisible M&M, is enough to make me laugh manically and uncontrollably. Whenever i am sad, all she has to do is yell SHAA CLACK CLACK in my face, and i will cheer up immediately. She is very talented at Volleyball, too. I think that if there were more Sandra's in the world, then it would be a much better place. She can be a blonde at times.. BUT look who's talking, eh? ha! what else do i know? she cuts her steers hair. and she goes to the rodeo. Her nic name is the Sandronator. shes the life of the party and ya i am leaving... Bye ;)

I am so cold!! I just hate the snow and yesterday it was -33 in the morning! uggh. Well there is less than a month until christmas. i was this really awesomw Christmas tree in a flyer.... it was sparkaly and pink, but i cant get it because Wayne doesnt like it. ya and i want a hippopotumus for christmas! ha! I cant wait for the play on Friday, too. I just really want to see the cat, (it had better be good). My kitty was so funny yesterday. we got those little laser thingys and we were pointing it on the ground and she went nuts chasing it, too. she looked so funny. and then at like 2 :30 in the morning yesterday, Wayne woke me up and we had to sleep upstairs because he spilled juice all over the bed. But it was so funny because when i first looked at the big spot on the sheet I was all like "did you wet the bed"? and yah he didnt so it was all good. mmmhhhmmmm yah well im leaving now.

Today is kind of a crabby day. sometimes people make me shake my head. like when i was at Travis's this weekend Brady was kinda being a dink to everyone, and then he broke a bottle and was trying to cut himself, which scared me after what happened to Melissia. But he said sorry the next day and everything was fine. ya well the bells gunna ring BYEEEE ;) xoxox

Word up homie GEE

Im so happpy now that its Friday because i am so ready to just sit around. just ummm a F.Y.I theres supposed to be a bush party tonight at the same spot where Todd's birthday was at. i dunno if i am going though. ya because i dont know what everyone else is doing. Im kinda upset because i think Derek is mad at me or something. Im pretty sure that somebody told him that i was talking about Cassandra... which i wasn't. so if you know who told him, then can you tell me? Please i would appreciate it. o well i will phone later and find out. well theres nothing i can do about it. Once again Buddy is stayin home! BOOOOOOO!

Okay then no one is here today. Wayne is at home because he is sick, and not to mention that he got me sick, and Bud is at hime cause he probly missed the Bus.. that Poopface. Just kidding. well im glad that the snow started to melt.. i hate snow! Me and Wayen had to shovel the front drive and the walkway yesterday.. and it was hard.Going to Kami tommorow.. giong to miss turnaround day!!:( BUt i guess that it cud be worth it. want to get a new movie. im so bord of the ones that me n wayne have. aww i thought so much about the old days lately. Grade 7 and 8 were two of the best years of my lifehen its was pretty straightforward, and now its starting to get interesting again. Ya well prbly the reason why it was so great then was because of Melissia and the times that we had.. just being us...salt n pepper. lol. I wish that this town was bigger or at lest had somethings to do. it would be so much better with a movie theatre.. or a mall. OMG That would be so cool! Ilove tha mall n i cant wait to go tommorow. but i also have to go with Wayne to the doctor. He gots to get his contacts checked. he never wears his contacts though.. and its a shame cuz its way easier to look at his eyes..mmm it probly sicks u guys out.. but i love his eyes. Well i better go i am not supposed to be doing this right now! ;o

Hey ppl today i am having such a blah day. ha! yesterday I had such a lazy day hee hee i think that i watched way to many cartoons, too. I watched flight plan too! its such a good moovie. yup its friday today and its the weekend, im so happy for it too.its been a long week because of Melissia. i am holding together though. Im just gunna have a great time. Im still on stupid Antibiotics so not too much fun. mmmmmm i had french toast for breakfast.. it was really good. and bacon too.... yum i wish i had more. I went out for lunch with wayne and Bud yesterday and i had poutine and a cheese burger. i must have food on the brain. Wayne's getting sick so he stayed home. but he is going to be in a play soon, cuz hes taking drama now! OMG so its Austin powers day and i think that Remi did the best job of dressing up. but i never saw Kaylana though. Zanna looks good like the girl in the first Austin powers (i think)yes..yes. well im really bord and i have nothing else to write about so im gunna go on MSN. peaceout ;D

I have writers block. I just dont have anything to say. i just want the bell to ring so that i can go out for lunch with my friends! ya nuthing is new becuase i live in clinton. i watched Napolean Dynamite yesterday... it was totally sweet. ya. mmmmmhhhmmm. i am in the mood to watch sleeping beauty. the bell rang. bye.

I am feeling better now that im not crying . Christmas is coming soon, and im pretty excited becuase christmas is the best time of the whole entire year. i love decorating the christmas tree, but ya i got a while to go for that. so ya this weekend i am going to meet the rest of Wayne's family.....AHHHH! im scared but ya its Floyd Grinders funeral on saturday. He was Waynes Uncle but hes taking it pretty well. o and incase you dont go to skool with me then i got my nose peirced. my gramma is gunna flip, too. but it looks pretty good though. I told Elizabeth and Dave and i thought they wernt going to like it but they were totally okay with it. so it has been approved by my other family. Today i am just gunna take it easy.. go home and watch a movie, hopefully with wayne. and i want Buddy to stay in town, too. If theres anything i need, its the comfort of my freinds. I am very lucky to have the people in my life that i do. i wouldnt trade them for nothin. and i dont hink im going to any parties this weekend... you all know that i cant drink anyway... but im just gunna go to Dereks tommorow and watch some movies and take it slow. Then on sunday i am going to wayne's uncle's funeral with him and the family. i talked to my sister (younger) yesterday and she is doing good too. she 's an A student and im so proud of her! Luv y'all ;D

Okay everyone today is a sad, sad day. My freind Melissia from Abbotsford is dead. And that isnt the worst thing.... she commmited suicide.....Over a year ago. and the thing that pisses me off is that nobody bothered to call me and tell me when her funeral was. That is the lowest thing that they could do because she was my pretty much my best friend. I've known her since i was six, and she was like a sister to me. she was also a family friend. both my mother and my grandmother knew her. I loved her with all my heart. (not in the lesbian way obviously)

FOR MEL:

I can still remember bike riding and swimming at the pool and this all just seems like a really bad dream. You were always there for me even after i moved. We had alot of great times together, too many to count. I remember when we told that cute boy that we 17 when we were only 12 just so he would hang out with us that one day. i am not sure if he believed us though. I know that i wasnt there at your funeral and i will always wonder why you did this to yourself! Why would you take the joy you give people out of the world? well i guess i will never know but i Love you and i miss you sooo much and i cant stop crying. If i could have any wish i just wish i had came to visit you before you died to talk you out of it. You were not alone, but now i feel so alone in the world. i guess its true.. you never really miss something until its gone. I love you dear and i will always remember you. Love, Guitanna

Thank you for the support that people have been giving me. i am especially grateful for Wayne, and my best freind, Buddy. They have alwys been there for me when i am being a crybaby, but htey know this is different. Thank you Natasha flemming for telling me about Mel, even though it wasnt what i wanted to hear when i asked how my friend was doing.

OMG im so bord i just wish that something would happen. seems tha weekend is all i ever have to look forward to anymore. ya i this weekend my grandparents will outtta town so im pretty excited about that! nah that dosnt really change anything. well i will probly go to dereks on Friday as usual and then after that i will go home and play video games. mmhmm ya then saturdays lookin pretty much the same. sitting down at dereks watching movies....SWEET haha. almost done with my antibiotics. ya i had tonsilitis but its practically gone now ( not contagious...dont worry) and i gave myself a good scare because my tonsils were so swollen that they were touching each other at the back of my throat and were blocking my airway so i couldnt breathe. i scared Wayne and Elly(waynes mom) pretty darn good. i was gunna go to the hospital but then i felt better. i went to kamloops too and i got a new shirt and some new boots, and my new mickey mouse bag. o ya nad a scarf too. Princess had gotten way bigger! she is sooooo cute. she is my kitten by the way. her real name is Princess Oreo.hehe. ya im studying for my drivers test too so hopefully i can get it and start to drive! ha. i am gunna get it before Wayne ..... SUCKER! My mommy gets out in February! oh ya raise the roof!!:} so ya if natasha reads this then i love you dear! and call me! :]

ALL ABOUT ME

My name is Guitanna and people call me Blondi, goldilocks and even for sum people its GEE (GEE DOGG) haha. I was born on August 18th and thats sweet because its the same birthday as my best friend Buddy. My favorite color is dark green, and my favorite food is Chinese Food. I HATE chicken. my favorite thing to do is watch movies with my boyfreind Wayne and hanging out with my friends or at least when buddy takes time out of his precious life to stay into town and visit us! haha. i wont list all my friends but the ones closest to me are Buddy, Wayne (duh), Jaz, Kay, Derek, Teri, Aubree, and Cassandra(which is funny because i used to hate Cassandra n now i love her) oh well that sounds like me. hehe. well now; my favorite show is spongebob Squarepants and my favorite movie is The Boondock Saints. If i could travel anywhere in the world i would go to the carribean and I would take Wayne, Buddy, and my cousin, Aubree. The thing that i hate the most are judgmental people and goody- goods.